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The sharing of Grief X
I cannot carry this burden alone, the road is too steep and the pain too great.
I shall only get to the top of the hill if I am able to lean on a firm shoulder
whose strength lies in the reality of the feet which bear its weight.
The sharing of grief is the only solution to the crisis that surrounds
bereavement in our age.
To share a person's sorrow is to accept their reality and to acknowledge
the fact that none of us is immune from death.
мιℓℓιє [by Bethanie Boddice]
There is no way to describe what we are all feeling,
we miss your laugh, your smile, your silly ways,
all these little things we take for granted,
are the most precious memories,
playing peek-a-boo,saying ello, and bye bye!!
sticky fingerprints on my clothes, furniture too,
There are so many reminders of you,
my heart is broken, my eyes are weeping
I would give up everything to hear you sleeping,
you touched so many people's hearts, you was hard not to love,
now you an angel sleeping above,
How can god be so cruel to take you away?
You had'nt done anything wrong, you should be here,now,today.
Our little princess with your gorgeous curls,
you were more beautiful than diamonds and pearls,
Now sleep tight my baby, dont you cry,
your an angel now, spread you wings and fly
We all miss a little princess very very much
So dear God please let me have one last wish,
give my little angel one more kiss.
ωнєяє αяє уσυ? X
Every day, night I look in to the sky and wonder where you are?
Are you up there?, An Angel by day, and a glistening beautiful diamond star watching down on us, from the dark sky, keeping us safe.
Or are you still here unable to been seen, your tiny spirit whispering around our house, not wanting to leave?
Everyday I think, there’s no justice, no hope, no release from this pain,
That dull aching pain that is like a fabric painfully sewn in our hearts.
I hoping one day those stitches will slowly unravel and the pain will not be as raw, intense.
But not too soon.
I wish to know where you are, Are you safe? Can you talk me? Do you remember me? All the questions that will be left in my mind, unsolved, unknown.
I believe there is not God. How can God taking away precious, loved children? No matter what ages, there are still baby’s in the mothers eyes.
Coping with this grief is like a life sentence, it never fades, permanently engraved in your heart. Every Birthdays ,Christmases, Anniversaries, a constant reminder of the pain we feel. This constant suffering to much to bare, My days are full of heartache and tears.
You were my beloved little sister. The little gem of my life, every morning I’d wake for your love, warmth, smile.
All I want to know is where you are. How is that too much to ask?
Millie, wherever you are All I wish for is that your happy, safe and well.
Be brave my little angel, we will meet again soon. Please be patient little one,
Please don't stray . . .we will see you soon . . .one day.
Dedicated to My beautiful little sister Millie Jo Carlin aged 21 Months.
1st feb.
A year has passed since you had to go,
because the angels told you so.
A year without sunshine just lots of rain.
A year without laughter just sadness and pain.
Now the house is so quiet the giggles and
fun have all gone, but our love for you
darling Millie just goes on and on
by Allison Carlin [Millie's mummy]
tєαяѕ [By Bethanie Boddice]
Oh, how I've cried Millie
Cried for all the good times.
Cried for the things you will never see,
Cried for what was meant to be.
So many Tears. What do they amount to?
Nothing.
Treasuring the memories I have of you.
Mourning the years you have lost.
Yearning for you my sweetheart.
Tears of guilt,sorrow,regret. even happiness.
So many emotions flooding through me on this rollercoater of grief.
Only If.
But . . .
Why?
So many questions. Tears of not knowing the truth.
Tears shed for You. Tears shed missing You.
Loving You.
All these Tears Millie.
All for You.
Tears. echoing the pain held in my heart.
The overwhemingly pain that consums me daily.
Tears flowing from the bottom of me heart. sobbing for the lost moments,memories,the happier times.
Never to be forseen.
Years will pass.
But what will remain.
Pain,Love,Sadness,
The Tears.
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken
in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there,
I did not die.
Mary Frye
I have a heart full of memories
That's all I have left of you
Each one treasured fondly
With all the things
We used to do.
I have a beautiful angel
In heaven high above
A beautiful beautiful angel
I was blessed to love
Angel poem
We can't turn back
The hands of time
Or wish for yesterday
But we can remember
The good times
In a very special way
And keep in our thoughts
Those left behind
In each passing day
If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
Time spent with you
Was so very precious
Even if only for a very short time
I hold a special memory
Close inside this heart of mine
To me you were very special
Much more than words can say
I still love you now little angel
And I'll remember you every day
α мιℓℓισn tιмєѕ
You never said I'm leaving
You never said good-bye
You were gone before I knew it
And only God knew why
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.
Tiny Angels
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook her head,
"These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so
have come
To realize
That time is so dear
When you are no
Longer here
I cling to memories,
Sweet bitter memories
That brings you near
If only
I can touch you again
Without bringing back the pain
Feeling your presence
That you are not really
Very far away
That would bring back
The joy and magic
Of being again
Together
I know you are
Just a whisper away.
I Believe
Every now and then, soft as breath upon my skin,
I feel you come back again,
And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side ~
Like the tears were never cried,
Like the hands of time are holding you and me,
And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were
I don’t have to hear or see you ~ I’ve got all the proof I need ~
There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, oh I believe
Now when you die your life goes on ~
It doesn’t end here when you’re gone
It never ends, and if I’m right
Our love can even reach across eternity
I believe, oh I believe
Forever you’re a part of me
Forever in the heart of me
I would hold you even longer if I can
Oh the people who don’t see the most
Say that I believe in ghosts
If that makes me crazy, then I am
‘Cause I believe
Oh yes, I believe
There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, oh I believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin
I feel you come back again ~
And I believe.
Perhaps they are not stars in the sky,
but rather openings
where our loved ones shine down
to let us know
they are happy.
The truest words of all: I will not forget you.
You are in my waking thoughts,
my sweetest memories, my dearest dreams.
I will not forget you.
You have touched my soul, opened my eyes,
changed my very experience of the universe.
I will not forget you.
I see you in the flowers, the sunset,
the sweep of the horizon
and all things that stretch to infinity.
I will not forget you.
I have carved you on the palm of my hand.
I carry you with me forever.
Thanks for reading x
